However, as do you know what it feels like to have the women you are interested in return the interest but still date others, have no money, be so smart that you can create anything if given the proper elements, love school but can't attend because have no money, lose your new car, live in a house that smells like old folks, lose your friends because a couple of your friends where killed probably in Communist attacks, and the worse part is you exactly what is wrong with your economy and not one major power tribe is doing anything about it. You see this is where a lesser individual would do something stupid. Me, nope, you know what I am going to do. Tomorrow, look for a job, practice for my motorcycle test. Then more punches on this thing to the major deficit terrorists the CCP. You know what, I do not feel bad for myslef. I could have chose the easy road less traveled, and stayed with the women who can't stand being with one man. Life would suck. However, I would rather bite my lip cause out the CCP on this thing smile and laugh, then well, you know, mack a doodle doodle.