I choose point three. I mean, I do not like the feeling of taken things from people. I mean, my own family that says I can have anything I want, I still ask when I go there. Along with that I can't stand by myself as I get lonely. So I should make friends, not take from folks, but ask, and thus fight properly.
The whole world has come crashing down on me. I lost my job, my strategy, my job that was going to pay for school, my car, my best friend is a basically dating others and doing things I do not want to be around as a male friend. I can't get past this, so I need to coalition others like me and lead through it.