I can't abandoned it I am doing what is right by writing and reading. That is the ancient tradition of my kind, we read and write and present. I just need to get back to my college days when I could do it in a suit and not behind a cloaked website.
However, if I fight in court, they might take away my right to fight like a gentlemen and a scholar and that would hurt me more than anything, and I would have to become a woodsman where I just work on the woods probable chopping trees, or something like that.
I think in my heart I am doing the right thing.
To all those who have came before me and those that come after me I will not put my pen down nor will I pick up a sword.